the same old bullet got me, i cant stop the bleeding…
he shot me. i just cant believe it. heehee! gosh. im in love with it! anws, life is quite weird, dont you think so? i mean its like a roller coaster; there`s ups and downs but the ride is still worthwhile. many things i DO regret doing it. but there are also some that i just want to repeat over and over and over again. and i just hope that time just stop ticking for that moment. but there`s still along journey ahead of me. though it seems blurry now but i know i`ll get there. and alongside it people will just come and go. the ones that i love and of course the un-welcomed ones. but there are some cases where someone just board into your heart and you just wont let them go off. i know for that i cant control. but having them around, makes your trip worth every single mini-seconds. if only i had the power to have/not have someone in all my life; wont it be great? of course `if` is always great. and one thing for sure, i dont regret this life that im holding now. and it all boils down to the people around me; my crazy ever family, my bitch, the juaxis, the when-we-rule-the-world-you`re-fucked and perhaps.. hyn?? hehe! so i just want to let them know that i … dont want to ever let them go. not in this life or even those to come.
so like im back? haha. been away from tumbling for SO long now. i miss sitting here with my tea like i usually do. promos over. and yes the party started. and yesterday night. out of the blue. i started hearing this weird noises in my head. its like i feel someone is talking to me but the fact is they aren’t there. hallucinating? perhaps :/ so i plug in those bloody beetroots. i tell you they are the sex. i dont usually am fond of this kind of thing but they are an exception. so back to the story, i still dont feel good. so as usual, hit the kitchen and attack my kuih makmur. gosh im getting chubbier (`chubby`; a better term to use for `fat`) hehe! okay fine fine. i accept that im kinda fat. but hey, im living up my life. are you even? :> so tossed here and there and tadaaa..